Boyband Star by Tyler Gillespie

December 11, 2014 § 4 Comments

ChristmasSnowBoyBrevity‘s Holiday Smile essay blizzard continues:

For his middle school’s Christmas show, my little brother John and his classmates sang holiday standards.  During their renditions of songs such as “Santa Claus is Coming to Town” and “We Wish You a Merry Christmas,” a few students kept their heads turned to the floor. They focused on their feet.

John, though, loved the spotlight. He acted as though he fronted a boyband. “Frosty the Snowman” elicited a Chorus-line-kick from him. “O Christmas Tree,” a mini-breakdance. After almost every song, he took a bow. Near the end of the performance, Mom cried, silently, regal-like.

When Mom had found out John would be born with Down syndrome, no one in my family knew what to expect. Two open-heart surgeries, an at-home breathing machine, and twelve years had passed since his birth. Now, he starred in a middle school Christmas show. John took his “curtain call” bow, and Mom matched his smile. Then, by himself, one last time, he bowed again.

Tyler Gillespie‘s most recent work is forthcoming in PANK, The Doctor T.J. Eckleburg Review, Columbia Poetry Review, and Deep South. He lives in New Orleans.


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§ 4 Responses to Boyband Star by Tyler Gillespie

  • ryderziebarth says:

    I love how you waited to tell us. Beautifully done.

  • admin says:

    Reblogged this on Tyler Gillespie.

  • 38 years ago the Parish priest came to my house after finding out my son John was born with Down’s Syndrome. That night alone and somewhat bitter I had a scotch to temper my mood.
    I invited the Pastor in and we shared more scotch.
    His words resonate today.
    “God only gives angels to special people” he claimed. And I thought what a bunch of bull..
    Today my son is the light of our life. Highly functioning and a hard working bus boy at a busy pizza parlor he instills love in every day of the people he touches.

  • Randy Bates says:

    A beautiful piece, deftly done.

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